Relativity

Hello. My name is Rikihara Tai. I'm a crazy otaku/rabid yaoi fangirl, who loves to write, draw, and RP. I love Bleach (obviously), Code Geass, Guilty Crown, Yu-gi-oh, Ao no Exorcist, Kuroshitsuji,Nurahiyon no Mago, Final Fantasy, Dragonball Z, xxxHolic, Katekyo Hitman Reborn . . . and a lot of other things that I can't think of at this moment. I'm a hardcore Aizen Sousuke fangirl. Don't mess with my lord, and I won't have to kick your ass, kaaaaaay~?
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I calculated I have 531 pages on my blog, currently. Lol. I’m so bored, what am I even doing. I have thousands of sad feels and nothing to do with them.

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fencer-x:

swimclubboys:

midori-machi:

Just scroll down my dash
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Free! Fandom u ok?

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people who wait to watch the new episode come into the tags like

Thu
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in defense of haruka nanase

queerharu:

following episode 9, there has been a lot of criticism thrown haru’s way; mostly in reference to him blowing up at rin.

here’s the thing: haruka is a boy of few words. this was established during the first episode where he was presented as a stoic character with little to no interests outside of swimming. he communicates non verbally with those he chooses to surround himself with; makoto can read him so poignantly that he can almost act as his mouthpiece, as seen in s02e07 during the flashback where he informs sasabe that haru enjoyed himself despite the latter not articulating it himself. this kind of connection is formed through years of close friendship, which haru and makoto very obviously have.

haru is one of rin’s closest friends. haru “saved” rin from himself. while haru has retreated more into himself in eternal summer, rin has blossomed into a three-dimensional character. he’s a teacher to the samezuka boys and a companion to sousuke, nitori, momotarou, and even rei. rin has already achieved “redemption” in that he is no longer suffering unspoken turmoil. he knows what he wants, he has a future.

it is now haruka that needs saving. his entire arc last season was one of self-realization. haruka nanase is not an underdeveloped character: the overarching theme of iwatobi swim club was haru shifting from swimming just for the sake of it, only swimming free, to swimming for his team, for his friends.

now it’s as if he is being told that all of the progress he made was pointless if he does not have plans for the future. questions about what he plans to do are being hurled at him from all sides, from his most trusted friends, and haru feels attacked. to swim to impress talent scouts as opposed to doing so for his friends feels like a betrayal to him, but would haruka ever vocalize this? no, of course not; it’s not in his character.

so he gets pushed, he gets hounded, he gets questioned and poked and prodded until he cannot take it anymore. he erupts in an outburst as all of his finely crafted and sturdy walls come crumbling down because rin, one of the friends he swims for, reprimands him for ruining rin’s future. rin’s future, where he and haruka are swimming competitively even well into adulthood.

haru is hurt. haru is confused. haru is scared, because the one constant in his life is swimming and it’s no longer becoming something he can do freely, but something that his entire future is dependent upon.

since childhood, he could depend on makoto extending a hand and helping him out of the water. he could break water and know that upon resurfacing, he would find his companions at his side.

his biggest fear is a future where he would reach for makoto’s hand, and get no response. his biggest fear is a future where he is without his friends and is surrounded by people that say they have his best interest at heart, when in reality they value his talent more than they do him.

his biggest fear is a future of unfeeling, uncaring duplicates filling the stands and taking the places of those he cares about most.

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haru’s biggest fear is a future without his friends.

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Yes, Haru said something that probably broke Rin some, but really, Rin said plenty of things to Haru in season one that broke Haru some. But this isn’t about revenge, it’s about swimming boys, and how Haru has been metaphorically forced into a corner. Why else would he have that god-awful nightmare? This is Haru we’re talking about here. We all know that his Free is the only thing Haru has ever wanted. That Free is being taken from him and it’s breaking him.

Rin knows what he wants in life and that’s good for him, but Haru is still Haru. We can’t expect him to handle this just like Rin has.

This is just my opinion, because hey, I’m not the damn creators, but this is what I believe.

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*just watched Free! - Eternal Summer episode 9*

… *proceeds to lie on the floor and sob*

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haoro:

学ラン

EXCUSE YOU, ALCOR. WHO EXACTLY GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO LOOK SO SEXY?!

haoro:

学ラン

EXCUSE YOU, ALCOR. WHO EXACTLY GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO LOOK SO SEXY?!

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Be the person Uncle Iroh knows you can be

(Source: mintleaftea)

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fullmetal-swagchemist:

*aggressively protects Haruka Nanase from all undeserved hate*

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rainbugs:

taimaishiu:

2004 Yu-Gi-Oh calendar

Fuck this calendar

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pikoloid:

yugioh ruined my life

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atemues:

Original Artist
W 闇遊戯
by Sogogi

atemues:

Original Artist

W 闇遊戯

by Sogogi

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wilddaize:

I’m a hopeless romantic with a dirty mind who has high standards. 

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One of my friends can’t seem to hold down a job. And I’m kinda sick of it. She’s on her own now. I’ve given enough of my time and energy trying to help her.

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Fill so your followers can get to know you
State your name: Tai
State the name that your parents almost named you: Caysei (Casey) I believe is what they said.
Which of your relatives do you get along with the most? My grandpa on my mother’s side.
Did anything embarrassing happen this week? Just stupid things made from lapses in my own intelligence. Mostly speech things that didn’t make any sense.
Do people praise you for your looks?  My friends and family do.
What is your favorite color of clothing to wear? Black things mostly. I look nicer in darks as apposed to light colored things.
Do you work out every week? Part of me wishes I did.
Do you like your smile? Not really.
Do you like your eyes? Yes. Stormy sea blue.
Do you think you are pretty? At times.
How much money is in your account? I don’t know but I should probably check.
Do you want kids? Yes. Boys.
What does your backpack look like: Vegeta.
What celebrity do you think is attractive? Shin Soohyun. 
Last movie you saw in theaters: Hyuuuuuuuuu. Maleficent? I’m thinking it was Maleficent.

(Source: yittk)

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koishe:

classy-dick:

do you have a friend who’s usually a sweetheart but when they’re angry they’re the creepiest and the most cruel motherfucker you ever saw in your whole life

i am that friend

(Source: 1druinedmysociallife)

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